Life is beautiful.

Treat me with respect and you’ll keep me. Treat me with crap and you’ll lose me.

I love you so much. You are inspiring. Even after everything you’ve been through, after having me at age 17, you still are amazing. For the things you’ve done for us. I love you. I know we’ve had our differences in the past, but I forgive you like you have for me. You are amazing, and I know right now you may be a in a rough patch but life is like that. It has ups and downs. You will get through it. You are so smart, so beautiful. Thank you for letting me be me. Thank you for helping me with the things I need help with. I know I can go to you whenever. We relate so good. You are such a amazing mom. No matter what anyone says. I still love you. Thank-you for giving me life. I couldn’t imagine having a kid at my age, and it just amazes me on how you did it. How you raised us. I love you mom. So much.

I do not understand why you put me down all the time. Why, after finding someone so private and even after reading through it. You put it against me. It was my escape. And you took it away. Thinking its okay to put my little journal of where I get away from you, where I put how I feel so I don’t take it out on everyone against myself. Stop it. Stop making me feel like crap. Stop basically making me feel like the worst daughter in the world. Dad, I do love you. But I can’t handle you. I’ve “back-stabbed” you because you’ve done it to me. How does it feel? Being called names. How does it feel? Feeling like shit, knowing you didn’t achieve to be a amazing father. You are not father of the year. You are no where close to that. I am done with your bullshit. I am done dad. I am never going to ever respect you again. Stop it. You will lose me. You already are. Get consulling or something please. Hurting me does not make you a better person. It makes you a worst one.

I know. You’ve been hurt. A lot. You’ve lost things that you wish you didn’t. You regret things you wish you didn’t do. But, guess what? Its who you are. What’s happen in the past is who you are. You will find someone amazing. Stop being sad, because some stupid ass broke your heart. It will heal. I promise. You will find someone better. You will achieve your goals. You will become who you want to be. You are amazing. You are going to get through this. Leave your past alone. It’s in the past for a reason hun. Better things will come around. I can promise you that. 

Always love yourself. Your going to have to go through obstacles in life, but in the end. Always smile. You are beautiful. No matter what. You will always be loved; whether by family, friends, or a guy. You are amazing. You are you. Don’t change for anyone. 

I love you. You are the most beautiful, amazing, strong person I have ever met. You have made such a huge impact on my life. I know you will always be there for me. Always. No matter what and I love you for that. I’m amazed by the things you have done, been through and will do in the future. I’m amazed by the things you have been through and experience and still are standing here, smiling. You are so beautiful. Thank-you for showing me how a true friend treats someone they actually care about. Can’t imagine who I would be without you. Love you my raspberry muffin♥

I don’t really hate any guy. Kinda just gave up on caring about them.

I don’t like you. I never have. You are fake, un-loyal and crazy. I can’t even describe how much I dislike you. You ruined my friendship with probably the most important person in my life. Because of you, things are never going to be the same. Because of you, I had to witness something I never in my life wanted to ever witness. Because of you, I got fucking hurt. You are a horrible person. At a point I honestly thought maybe we could be friends. But, now that I see the true you. I’m never going to think that again. You made me feel like shit, when I honestly didn’t need it. You blamed me for something I had aboustely nothing to do with. You are crazy. I’m not the only one that thinks that either. We all think you need a therapist. Get healthy. And you are my dated my ex-boyfriend. I know, I shouldn’t be mad at you for it but you ruined everything. Aboustely everything. I will never forgive you, and will never in my life ever be friends with you. I’m done trying to be nice. From now on, I’m going to be straight up and tell you how I feel. I hate you.